I told you that you had to get away from me. I was intrigued though. That has never done well for me, curiosity. That was my only flaw, well my only noticeable flaw. I admit that I am nosey, but I do try not to be. Somehow my inquisitive nature became an issue at the young age and has become a problem ever since. My mother, a nosier person than me, even said something about my “issue”.

I especially have a problem with people that are constantly trying to find an issue with me. They are just waiting for me to screw up. It was my own fault for giving them ammunition against me, but at the same time it is their fault for looking at me and judging me unnecessarily.

Family, family friends, people that I have grown up with, these are the people who are just looking for me to make a mistake. Their prying eyes just peering into mine, trying desperately to know what I was thinking. No one felt safe to me. No one ever really has. I don’t even know why people do this to me but I was about to find out…