Years went by after he died. He just left, without any warning. He died about three years ago. After that I was alone. All alone in the world. No friends, no family. Just me alone. He was all I had, and now I don’t even have that. I thought to myself. “What am I going to do now, I don’t even have anything to live for anymore.”
I just didn’t do anything after that. Just stayed in that lonely house. Everyday I would look out my window to the one lonesome dove outside the window. It was sign of protection and comfort everyday. It was my signal to keep going. One day the dove disappeared, maybe it was trying to tell me something. Maybe it was, and that was my sign that I was done. I said out loud “Thats it! I am done.”
I just drove all night into the darkness I didn’t even know where I was going. I didn’t care. All I knew was I had to get out of there. All I would do is stop for gas. That was it. I didn’t eat or sleep I just drove. Thinking all about my life, yelling and crying, to the point where I couldn’t breathe. Driving, Driving all night long. After I had my fit, I started realizing that this could get better. I knew that I had to do something with the rest of my life. So i said out loud as if chanting at the universe “Whatever it is going to have to take I am going to make the rest of my life worth living.”
The sun was rising. There was a small town up ahead that I saw. I decide to stop at the town. I had been driving all night long. My face was swelled from crying all night, streaked with the realization of my newly failed life. I guess I was somewhere outside of New York.
I knew people were going to be looking at me. I didn’t care. I couldn’t of cared less. I just thought they were like the rest of the cruel world I had learned to hate. I was actually surprised.
I walked down the street to find a restaurant. About five people came up to me that day to ask if I was okay. One of them even said “Can I buy you dinner, do you need to talk about it”? Was I finally being excepted? Did the world find kindness somehow? I think it was. So I ran with that idea. I started a new life. I actually put my self out there and for the first time it gave me back something that. First I got a job, then I got a place to live. I made friends with people at my work, and all of a sudden I had a life again. It took awhile but at least I have something to work for now.
Six months later I was happy. I looked out the window and there was that dove, it was just like it had seen me make every change to my life and had assisted me the whole way through. I said to myself in a low whisper, “Thank you little dove.”
During the 1960’s African American and Women’s rights were starting to make headlines. One of these activists was Dorothy Height. She was the President of the National Council of Negro Women. She was their president for 40 years. She was a well known activist and had a good reputation.