They were soldiers
or boys, if you prefer
carrying guns like men because that’s what grown ups do, right
and they said goodbye to mom and dad and
they set off. And
they sailed into an alien solar system with bullets in their guns and steel in their eyes
and they set down in their metal birds and they weren’t used to all the green there
so much green on
this alien planet
so it, the jungle I mean, swallowed them up because they were soft and unknowing
and it hungered for muted colors
like gray
and then the jungle was calm and soft and dull
and empty for a long time.
But
soldiers quickly
turn
from gray to green, you know
and they grew branches instead of arms and legs
and their soft brown hair spiraled into floppy green leaves
and their soft pink skin grew hard and brown
and their roots dug into the ground and held firm and powerful
and there they stood
desperate
and angry
for many, many
years
And that was their skin.
And they waited.
And a long time after they dug their roots in, after they sprouted leaves and branches, when they were all asleep
a jet sailed through the air like a crow
or a hawk or
maybe a raven even
and the horizon flooded tangerine
tangerine clouds.
And the sleeping trees opened their eyes
which were really just knots in their bark and they said
what is that?
and the ugly orange cloud seeped toward them and they tried to run but
but
their roots were dug too deep in the alien planet, too deep in the
filthy,
barren dirt
and they stood there stuck in the ground
thrashing and
waiting
helpless
for the cloud
in the distance
creeping
creeping
closer.
and one tree, smaller than the rest
he imagined that if he could still smell, he would taste oranges in the air
and he closed his eyes and he imagined his home.
and then, then he could smell but
all his nose filled with was gas and
his branches turned back into limbs but
they were too weak to hold him
and
he fell and
his sockets, they came back but his eyes were just scorched ash
and
he screamed through his dead mouth
and
the trees, they watched through their ashy sockets as they grew soft and pink and just boys again
they watched as their hard brown skin peeled off and left them raw
they watched as their bodies burned
and they were left ravaged
and stolen
and dead inside
in the alien jungle.
And many years later
Some of them were
back home but
changed
and some of them were
scrawled on a tall V planted in
the ground
and some of them were forgotten and
left broken in the alien jungle that they were left to call home
and some were just fine.
but in the end
After trees and
jungles and
gas and
scars
and guns
all were men
if you know what I mean.