At the moment it was
fun
I thought it would do no
Harm
At first it started as us
just fooling around
But then…
But it was my mistake
We saw each other
Almost everyday
Acting like
Nothing had happened
But feeling the tension
Rise up my spine
Knowing what I
Had done
Knowing what
I was doing
Was wrong
It was meant to be fun

No one was suppose to get
Hurt
But then the fun stopped
and I had realized what we-
I had done
It was my mistake
I thought it
Would do no
Harm
Until I realized
What I had
Done
I didn’t hurt anyone
physically
But the fact I’m lying
about it
Today
I dont know
How to forgive
Myself
But not only have I
Betrayed
The ones I love,
But I’ve
Betrayed
Myself
All for what,
For fun?
It’s not
Fun
Knowing what
I have done
Is still not
Gone
It’s not
Fun
Knowing who
I am
Lying to
Wanting to
Cry and hide
Knowing what
I have done
But what good
Will that do?
It wont change
What I’ve done
All I can do
Now
Is learn from
It
I want
to be
Mad at them
For what
They pressured
Me to do
But no one
Forced me
To do anything
No one
Threaten me
To do anything
It was all
On me
It was my
Mistake
And all
I can do
Now
Is learn from
It