I was obsessing
over this thing.
That I,
was never loved.
He was there,
but wasn’t.
He said he loved,
but didn’t.
When we talked,
he just wasn’t there.
When all of a sudden,
he just disappeared.
When he came back around again,
I wasn’t prepared.
Even though I’ve been waiting,
after some time,
we tried to rebuild the trust,
that once was love.
But little did I know,
he was just going to
break my heart,
again.